#08 Tired

I’m getting tired of being frustrated, but I can’t help it sometimes. I think and think so hard about what I have to do, and in some cases like today, I feel overwhelmed. When something I love to do suddenly becomes a burden, that’s when I realize I need to stop before my frustration becomes dangerously permanent. It’s difficult to keep focused when my eye wanders, measuring my own progress against milestones of others. It’s a terrible thing to do to yourself, and I do recognize and admit this fault. All I can do at this point is stop everything and just pause… before moving on again.